More try outs happened today. We ran a timed two mile. I came in first again but I honestly didn't think I did that well...I did it in 14:39. Better than last year but I think I could've done better, I didn't stop but I should've ran faster the entire time-I think I could've handled it. Lacrosse drills went well, I was able to incorporate my left hand more. And I even went so far as to score twice left handed (an accomplishment for me). Other than that I was really depressed this afternoon. Because despite my efforts, and successes, I feel like I'm not godo enough. Coach finds something to criticize but does it in a cool manner. I could take criticism it would make me a better player, but the way she delivers is just wrong-it's more ridicule than anything else. Ah well....
I was depressed because my mom came in and informed me that I have a D+ in APUSH right now...I'm trying hard but I just can't get that class figured out and into a system. It just doesn't work for me. I've been doing the best I can and I'll keep fighting for a C or better...my mom felt bad-it wasn't her fault. I've just felt too criticized lately, some POSTIVE REINFORCEMENT would be nice for once...to be told I did well. And I can't count on myself for that-my judgment is too skewed.
So if you're reading this-that is the lame update. And if you're not great we'll I'm just another of the trillions and zillions of websites out there. :)
-xoxox ToRi/Miley
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