I Left FTI

I left FTI today, I figure I deserve it and no I'm not really looking for pity or anything, I'm typing this to deal wtih the hurt I'm feeling, no other reason. I guess it took some brutally honest people to let me see what a bitch I am...so thank you to them.

I don't have much to offer right now, I feel empty, I left FTI, I've been there for so long now, t's practically a home, but despite my selfishness telling me I could still go there as a guest, I just don't feel like I belong, not now that I've seen how badly I've hurt people, tore them apart. I probably dont' deserve this blog either...sorry I'm posting...I'll just go..