I left FTI today, I figure I deserve it and no I'm not really looking for pity or anything, I'm typing this to deal wtih the hurt I'm feeling, no other reason. I guess it took some brutally honest people to let me see what a bitch I am...so thank you to them.
I don't have much to offer right now, I feel empty, I left FTI, I've been there for so long now, t's practically a home, but despite my selfishness telling me I could still go there as a guest, I just don't feel like I belong, not now that I've seen how badly I've hurt people, tore them apart. I probably dont' deserve this blog either...sorry I'm posting...I'll just go..
About Me
- Voltaire_girl
- Um, I'm not really anything special at all. Just a strange girl.
2 comments:
Oh, honey! Don't be so hard on yourself. I'm a bitch too, and proud of it!
It's all part of life. There are no checks or balances in life. Shit happens. If you feel like changing, then change. If not, just be yourself. There's tremendous pressure to "behave" so people will approve of you. FUCK THAT! Be the bitch you are! Be anyone you want to be!
Look, them goody-twoshoes aren't going to die your death for you.
In the end, we're all alone, and get to live our lives.
Say it loud, "I'm a bitch, and I'm proud!"
Hope you feel better!!!
-- Voltaire.
I love you sister!!!!
I miss you so much!
Please don't be so hard on yourself. I'll IM you as soon as I can!
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